Stop caring so much about the fanspo awards it is not a big deal at all I promise. If you get it great if now don’t throw a fit it’s all in good fun. Like I can’t count how many people I’ve seen saying they need rookie of the year it quite literally doesn’t matter at all. Like i hope I win something but I’m not (a) gonna bring down other creators who are also deserving or (b) moan about how I’m not in contention. Just my two cents.