I know that Fanspo is a basketball site, but I have a lot going on right now and I would like to share, what I'm about to write is much more personal than I ever have done on this site, so thank you for reading. Lately, I have been feeling more lonely than ever before, A few days ago I was getting bullied by nearly every single boy in my class, even by those who I thought were some of my closest friends and the teacher wouldn't do anything, this has been going on for a while now and I don't know if it will stop. When I got home from school, my dad yelled at me for getting bad grades on my report and left me feeling like I wasn't appreciated and that the world didn't need me anymore, I tried to kill myself that night, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it, even before this I have been suffering from panic attacks and depression for months, every day I just feel like I go deeper and deeper into this hole of depression and anxiety. I want these feelings to end but right now I just don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like I only have a few days to weeks left in me if things keep going like this. If you ever feel the same way as me, please reach out and get help, I just think that it's too late for me now. Thanks for reading