Todays song: Happy-NF

I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully That that's the furthest thing from how I Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who Who I'd be if I was happy