I am now seeing a therapist and have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts/ tendencies. I am not the Philly sports fan you know and hopefully love. I am a piece of shit in human form that does not have a place on earth. I have ADHD and take pills for it. I am ugly, red hair freckles and some acne. At I have attempted suicide since the last post. I jumped onto a highway and everyone swerved around me. I put a pistol to my head loaded it with ammo and the Gun….. clicked. I truly think god wants me here but I don’t know why